Hello. I am a lazy loser.   I do approximately 75% of the minimum requirement because THATS how you get by. And I mean GET BY...by the skin of your teeth.  Why am I such a lazy loser ? Because it's easy. Am I proud of myself ? No. I want to kill myself. I get into the mindset of not caring and then at the last minute I freak out and start crying  because the project I'm turning in is cheap crap, or the studying I've done won't get me a good grade and I KNOW I could have done better. But when I actually had the chance to do better I was all "I don't care. I don't wanna do it" I really want to step outside myself and punch myself in the nose. Then push myself down a flight of stairs.  I hate myself.  And apparently I don't care.